Laney - Good on you for doing a ticker!!! You're only a few days ahead of me... although that will probably change today as my dates are always A LOT different when I go for a scan... which just stresses me out even more! I wish I had the courage to do a ticker... maybe in another 10 days time I'll do one! Thanks for thinking of me.

Mako - Thanks for everthing too.. under the circumstances you've been amazing to me and I know it's still hard for you, so thank you so much. You're incredible and I wish I could take some of the pain away. Hugs.

Willow - Hmmm, that's a tough one. I agree with the others and have no time for horrible, nasty comments like that but at the same time, if the kids are playing well together maybe its something you can just ignore. I agree with Jayne though, I'd just make a basic comment next time she says something nasty.. nothing horrible, just a little "oh.. I don't think so" and then change the subject quickly... or even just change the subject when she says things like that.. hopefully then she'll get the idea that you don't want to be a part of the nasty comments she's making. Like you said, you don't have to be best friends but it's nice to have someone to talk to when you're dropping the kids off at school and maybe it's not worth destroying that yet.

Well... first of the scan days today and I'm quitely crapping myself. Although this is the scan that's usually fine... always measures behind dates (which will stress me even more this time as I used opk's so kind of know when I O'd). Anyway, it's usually all fine at this scan, bub is there, strong heart beat and all that, so hopefully I have nothing to worry about just yet. It's the next scan in 10 days time that is the really scary one. My problem is, 10 days time is a Saturday, so I'm going to try and make the scan for the Friday, 9 days time, surely one day isn't going to matter too much. then I see my ob in another 10 days after that. Wow... how am I going to get through all this. Good thing is that boobs have grown (which I just love as I don't have much), I'm feeling a bit yuck from time to time and I'm really tired. Although I had some of those symptoms last time so who knows. Hopefully the asprin is working.

Also have the MIL here, which is great... Luke's LOVES it and she'll make me rest up!! Will try and post this avo after my scan... it's at midday!

Kel xxx