Hi lovelies. I don't even know what to say in here. TBH, I am so devastated for Michelle, as everyone is. I want to be there for her in whatever way will help, and that I am capable of. But I can't write about it, selfish as that sounds. I have so much going on here with my little man that I need to be with it for. He needs to be fed and cared for, and I need not to fall apart to do that. I am holding it together by a thread right now, I know Michelle wouldn't want me to jeopardise that. So I'll continue to contact her directly, and will definitely still be around in here, but I won't write about Michelle too much. I hope that doesn't sound terrible, it probably does, but it's all I'm capable of right now.

Love to all xoxo