I just want to thank you all for you support, it is hard to remember that you are not the only one livin this when get stuck in a rut. After a few good days of sleeping for Liam, a day with Tori at Mum's and a bit of retail therapy on my own I am feeling much more like myself again.
My main thing to do is let go a bit an stop trying to control everything, I cant control if my children are teething, or hungry or tired, I think the sooner I realise that the much happier we will all be!