Hi just wanted to give another perspective as a child whose mum suffered from infertility and wanted to have a brother/sister but couldn't. Now as an adult I think back an relaise how much my pushing and questions must have hurt my mum but obviously kids just don't think of that but anyway my point was that I ended up having a wonderful only child childhood. My mum invited my friends and other kids in the neighborehood often and we did special things that we couldn't do if there was a baby around like go somewherre special (theme park etc.) Eventually I guess I stopped asking I can't remember how but I just wnated to give you the reassurance that even though you feel you are somehow denying her, it is OK. Not sure if any of this ade any sense but wishing you all the best on your journey and rossing fingers that you all get the miracle you would love!