Oh hun, I rarely post in here these days, but I couldnt not give you some love and support.

God knows I have lost it with DS countless times over the years and a couple of times I have really scared myself at my reaction to his bad behaviours. In those awful instances I have walked away for 5 minutes and taken some deep breaths then gone to my DS and apologised for my behaviour toward him, then discussed how his behaviour was not ok.

THe fact that you have acknowledged that your reaction was not ok and you are asking for help to make things better in the future just proves what an amazing Mum you are.

Please dont be too harsh on yourself, we may be mothers but we are still human xxxxxxxxxxxooooooooooo