i am bad it is true when it comes to cleanliness.
I am very house proud and i always have to have it clean and tidy.
Toys and whatnot dont worry me too much - i will tidy them at the end of the day (although i know that annoys DH - he will pick up after the kids all day).

i know i put alot of pressure on myself to be the perfect mother, wife, housewife etc.
I do not ask for help easily. actually just do not. i see it as a sign of weakness and that i am not coping and i dont like being seen as not coping. Others manage and i am more than capable of coping so i tell myself to suck it up and get on with it.

I have tried to let the cleaning slide, and it some aspects i have done this, not proudly though.
But i dont want to have the place fall apart.

wow that was a ramble