I use to be a lot worse than I am now but when I am at home alone or its just me and DD yeah I cannot help it, my guard goes down and I have a good blubber.

DD almost got me going at playgroup a month or so ago. For the first time she was interacting in the song and dance part along with her 5yo friend and she kept looking over at me beaming, it was just gorgeous.

Then yesterday she pulled open my PJ top and started pointing to my boobies and she was saying "boobies" then started rubbing my tummy saying "BABY" then kissed my tummy and kept rubbing it - seriously it was the most beautiful moment.

Nae x