Beata- wow you are getting close now. How are you going? Did you do anything for Fat Tuesday?

Ellie - you are truly inspiring.

MrsWpilgrim - My ob says that for some women, there will be no answers. It seems I am one of those. I suppose the positive thing about not having answer is that I have had so many tests and investigations, that I know what I don't have. I have just accepted for me there are no answers, at least so far, the babies were just not meant to be.

I have also accepted that for me there are absolutely no guarantees in pregnancy and as scared as I am of more losses, I just try to cherish each day of the pregnancy, because I don't know how long I will have the pregnancy. Treasuring each day is what helps me get through. Also having a wonderfully sensitive ob who takes my calls and who sees me when I need reassurance, helps too. As does coming here to BB. I mean look at Ellie - what a heartbreaking journey, but she persevered and now has achieved her dream.

Teagz - love the photo of Jackson. Congratulations.

Laney - glad you found an ob that was sensitive to your anxiety and willing to provide reassurance.

Good to hear everyone else is going well too.

I am a recent escapee from the recurrent m/c thread ( 9 weeks pg) and thought I'd touch base in here. I have recently ceased wok on my ob advice, and so far so good, but only 3rd day in. But like everything, one day at a time.

I would dearly love to get a ticker up and running but I post so much in the m/c forums I am worried I will forget to turn the ticker off. So the end result is that I don't have one.

I am so terribly sorry for the loss of your precious son Cash. He is forever with you and he will help you through. Good luck.