hi ladies, just wondering if i can join you beautiful ladies, I lost my first child, a daughter, three years ago yesterday, she was stillborn at nearly 38 weeks, i have a subsequent child, a son, who will be 2 in may and am just over halfway pg with my third now, just finding i am struggling a bit at the moment, i don't know if its to do with my daughters anniversary or what, but just wanting to chat with you ladies, as i am looking for anything to get me through. i have been in this thread before, around 2 years ago and i found the group of ladies i was with to be tremendously helpful. so i hope to be also able to give something back too, so any questions please ask.

i will read up to do some personals, so sorry for my rudeness