Oh Teni! Dianne has said it so well and like many others here has been down that terrifying road. It is natural to be scared, and the next few weeks will probably be a bit of a rollercoaster for you. All you can do is take it one day at a time. we are all here for you. Never be afraid to ask your care providers for some reassurance in terms of dopplers or scans either - whatever it takes to get you through the time between now and when you're holding your lovely, healthy, happy Cookie in your arms
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