Feeling so sick, tired and nervous about my scan tomorrow.

[rufalina]

Hang in there hun. I have been thinking about you so much and hope that today goes well for you. xoxo

[Manhattan]

Goodluck Daintree, will be thinking of you sweetie

[Arimeh]

Good luck today babe. I am sure it will all go beautifully!!! xxx

[Jas]

hi
i only just found this thread sorry feeding so hard to type

yiou must be at scan now i cant wait to hear everthing uis perfect as im sure it will ebe so excited for u and i hope the ms goes soon xo

[hj1981]

Hope the scan went well today!
am looking forward to hearing all the GOOD news!

[*Beema*]

Big Squishy hoping that all goes well for you today.

that the MS gives you a big break very soon
xxoo

[Pretty Butterfly]

Oh sweets, I wish I'd seen this earlier.....

I know what its like babe... I was sooo scared before Harmony's scan, after Kanes.....

But you will be fine, and you and your gorgeous family have all my thoughts today babe.....I have a good feeling sweets!!!!!

[DaintreeDream]

Well I wish I had better news although it is not all bad.

We have a little baby, measuring to dates with a heartbeat of 153.

However the fold on babies neck is big, very big. It looks from memory bigger than what Matildas was .

They want me to go back at 2.30 today to see the specialist. He will have a good look and hopefully be able to give us a little more insight. They have recommended a CVS or Amnio, they may offer it this afternoon.

We said after Matilda that we would not bother to do the further testing again as it would not change our minds, we would go through with the pregnancy anyway however now I am considering having the test, I think I would like to know if it is the same chromosome deletion that Matilda has (they said it was a fluke that shouldn't happen again) or if it is down syndrome or something else, just to be prepared and to know what to look for in future ultrasounds.

We will not know more about the cleft and small jaw until the 18-20 weeks scan, these are the reasons Matilda has had so much trouble and why she was in hospital so long so there is still a chance that this will not occur again.

I am worried about wether I am going to able to have a VBAC or if baby is going to be taken to NICU straight away again or if I will be able to breastfeed, these are proberly selfish things on my behalf but things I need to heal.

I am torn at the moment, honestly I cannot believe that this is all happening again .

[Arimeh]

Oh honey

Don't think too far ahead ok? Wait till you see the specialist before thinking about anything to do with birth, bfing etc.

Wish I was there to give you it in person!

[AwesomeFoursome]

I'm so so sorry you are going through this again. I hope everything goes okay with the specialist today. We are all here for you.

[rufalina]

Ohno... no no no... Not the news we wanted... Hope you are able to get better answers for the specialist this afternoon. xoxo

[Laranna]

DD, thinking of you today and I hope you get some better news from the specialist xox

[lilima]

I am really hoping that you get some more answers this afternoon. All the things that you are saying are natural feelings.
xxx

[Ginger]

i'm thinking of you DD, hope you get some better news this arvo xox

[kawazuki]

oh im sorry hun

but just think matilda is such a strong little girl she has pulled trhough and given you so much love and strength

this bubba will be fine. and you are a great person and you will find a way to cope and make this positive for yourself and your family..

[Pretty Butterfly]

Oh babe, I am so so sorry it wasn't what you had hoped......

We are all here for you...Please dont stress too much, and see what the specialists say.

I understand you must feel crushed sweets, and I wish I was there to help, or cuddle you.....

I'm sorry if I asked before, but does Mathilda have PRS too???

[Visitor7]

oh babe, try and keep positive for this afternoon
Try not too think too far ahead. Just take things one day at a time.

[ezymay]

Oh big big hugs DD!!! I'm sorry you have to go through this.