Nop you are definately not alone!!

Emerson was a gorgeous surprise for us and I have a close friend who has been trying for 3 years to fall PG and is now on IVF. We don't see each other much now though we still keep in contact through friends.

I have felt extremely guilty over it as well. So I know how you feel however I don't know the best way to handle it. I'll be watching this thread with interest!