I'm so sorry you are feeling like this, being pregnant is supposed to be the happiest moment of a womans life. But like me it can one of the not so happiest. I had depression when i was pregnant it sparked from awful morning sickness and the hormones. It didn't help that i had every man and his dog telling me what i have to do with my baby! I got the you have to breastfeed, use cloth nappies, cant find out the sex, USE drugs in labour and dont try and be a hero and not using them give in to the pain..... yep you read that right i had some person i hardly know tell that to me. i got called mummy i didnt matter half the time everyone talked about the baby and yes while thats great they are excited im still me!! DP got very over protective too always told me to cross the road safely and got boys at work to help me lift boxes... gosh im pregnant not an invalid!!

I think you should speak to your GP or if you are seeing a midwife about your feelings, it could just be the hormones or you may have some issues you need to resolve before bubba comes. As for buying for bubba do that when you are ready not when others make you.

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