I think the other thing is you are feeling really really overwhelmed by it all, do go and speak to your GP or Midwife about it, because sometimes it can be more that just hormones, I'm not saying it is, I'm just saying there's a possibility.
But, I can understand why you would be completely over it all. Pregnancy isn't just about a baby, you are putting in the hard yards and bringing this new life into the world, people should be asking how you are!
When it comes down to the nitty gritty stuff like nappies, feeding and labour... you do what is right for you, noone else can tell you what you should do.
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