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i can emthaise with you. i've got a history of depression and Anxiety. and i too felt what you did. its normal to feel thease things. you're body is changeing i have stretch marks on my belly, boobies and under my arms! i hated them at first, but now...now i love them - they remind me every day i see them that i carried, nurished and birthed a baby. the cloud of depression around them had a sliver lining - the stretch marks are my silver threads of life. as for the kicks, yes you cant control them - but think of that little human being like mumma and doing what they want, having the freedom to think how they like. and the peeing - i know that feeling all too well- to the point i'd try and find *every* public loo at the shops so i could work out how long i'd have before i'd need to go again.

it may get a little worse, only because its such a HUGE change, both for you & your body and relationships with people also change (for me i found this) but at the end of the day, you can look at your belly, stretch marks and all and give it a good 'ole rub and think "perfection is this, nothing can be better than what i see before me" and it may help - i know i that in a shower most mornings - because if i didnt tell myself it - no one else would have! if you ever want to talk - feel free to PM me im always happy to listen and try and help you if you'd like it