ok im lost now!!!

What I was meant to say.....:

I was ttc for such a long time, that I don't feel it fair for me to come in here and complain about all the difficult parts of my pregnancy. I could list a thousand things that Im struggling with, but tried to stay away. I guess I'm here now though!

Im sorry Shan if you thought I implied anything other than what I meant to say.

Im loving the fact that I will be a mother soon, but hating the fact I have to be pregnant first