*tip toes in.... shuffles from foot to foot & then Yells!!!*

All I want for Christmas is to wake up in labour!!!

My pregnancy with Maddy was a piece of cake, it went super fast I was constantly fine, i never felt queasy, tired or lacked any motivation, I never had cramps, pains, backache or fear....

This preg I am scared & afraid about late preg loss, coz now I have read about it happening & I know it can happen to anyone!

I am nuaseas 24/7 & vomiting sporadically, I am so freaking pooped that I have barely enough energy to remember to breathe let alone function & work & run a house!

I love this baby so much it aches in my heart, but I just want to go to sleep & wake up in labour!!!! I am over it already & I hate myself for being so down when other are LTTC!!!