gigi- i havn't been to my first appointment at the hospital yet... i am only nearly 10 weeks so my first appt is in april with them... i havn't weighed myself in almost a year and i will not say what the number was but it was BAD!!! and am terrified at the thought of being weighed, i am pretty sure its a requirement at the hospital that they monitor it and that could be the end of my recovery iykwim.... i am terrified to mention this to anyone because i know they way they will react... the whole how could u possibly be even thinking about putting yourself first before the health of the baby....i love our baby already at only 9.5 weeks and ppl just wont get that its not about that at all...
i am absolutely terrified