I wanted to reply to your previous post (I already replied, I meant I wanted to add something... oh, you know what I mean!) when you wrote that you had bipolar but of course the drugs will affect the pregnancy so it's not a good idea to take them - a friend of mine has bipolar and this is an issue she has battled with because she's not sure she could come off the drugs in order to get pregnant. You sound like you're putting the baby first which is wonderful but don't be afraid to look after you! I agree with the others, make sure there are people to talk to and to help you through this. You don't need to go it alone. I think most of us struggle a bit with the weight thing, regardless of any previous issues. Good luck and feel free to rant whenever!!