thanks guys i am not doing too badly 15 weeks now and i fit most my clothes still coz i seem to be carying high, ive only put on a couple of kilos and i keep telling myself over and over its important for the baby and since i am getting a bump now that dosn't look so much like a biscuit belly its all feeling a bit more real.. its a hard road recovering from something like that and i guess it will probably be something i will always deal with so thanks heaps for all your support and kind words because it means alot