I just read your thread and can relate a little when i was preg with DS i put on 29kilos and got depression and anxiety but didn't want to discuss it with the doctors so struggled a little. After having him i went from 115kg(full term) to 60kg within 2years. Now i'm pregnant again (and a little heavier than 60kg..) i'm scared im going to put on all that weight again i'm already barely fitting into my clothes but the scales don't show much weight gain at all. It makes it harder when people comment i must be having twins because of how much i'm showing already. I just want to slap them!!! It's so rude..
Anyway keep positive, ur not alone and make sure u have support and don't keep it to yourself. Talking will help for sure. Best of luck