I felt much the same after many years of TTC & 3 miscarriages (no IVF). I also had the complications of getting spotting, a bad NT result, an amnio and a potential issue found at the 32 week scan. It all took a lot of the fun out of the pregnancy. I also had all the added stress that comes with being pregnant over 40. All was well in the end. I wish I'd worried less & enjoyed more.

The only thing I can tell you is to please try to enjoy your pregnancy more, share with people more. Before you know it your pregnancy will be over & you will be wishing you'd managed to enjoy it more. It may very well be the only long term pregnancy you have (looking that way for me) and it should be cherished & celebrated whenever possible.