Thanks Possum,

It must be very hard for you at the moment. I still can't imagine how you could think of others with what you have gone through. By nature I am not a talkative person (so if someone had responded already, I would probably withhold from putting in my 2 cents worth of input). Also when I am down I would probably turn within myself, become quiet and stay away, keep to myself until I can control my emotions.

I am glad to see you take one day at a time. I pray that you will fall pg again soon so that the lost you are feeling will lessen (I know that it might not ever go away).