Help!? HCG levels

[Clairebear]

Scooby....
that all will be good news for both of us 2moro...I cannot wait to get it over with to be honest,hate this limbo thing.I will be working all day not due home till 6pm so it's gonna be a struggle to keep going.
totally understant your reaction to your family...people just don't understand how difficult it is for us and that yes,we do need to share things even in the early days because it's just so bloody stressful.Hope you're feeling a bit better now.

Yes I am doing all as suppositrys...too hard the other way,don't have time for lying down and too much leakage anyway...have totally got the knack now...takes about 5 secs! Can completely relate to the orange discharge...gross and scary! I figured out it's highly linked to what you eat too....which makes sense really.I had a bowl of tomato soup last week and the result was major flouro orange hehehehe...settled back down again after a few days......but yes still getting the orange every now and then. the joys of it all!

Huge to you too love.
Hugs,
Claire

[scooby]

Hi
Clairebear hope you got great news today.
Me not so good levels have dropped so prepare for the aftermath. Hopefully i'll see you all back here soon

[Clairebear]

Dearest Scooby...am so very sorry to hear your news truly my heart just breaks for you.I hope that once you have taken the time to grieve and be good to yourself for awhile,you can find the strength to try again.Please know I am sending you the biggest hug....take good care of yourself darlin,am here if you need someone to talk to anytime.

I got bad news myself,my levels did go up to 1200 but the clinic think that it's not going to be a proper pregnancy.I have to now wait until next wed and go for another BT and scan.They told me to prepare myself for the worst.
I am extremelly frustrated and so sad over the whole thing.......it would have been so much easier to get a negative at 4 weeks instead of 3 weeks of torture.
Anyway,am grateful for what I have,one absolutely adorable little girl and a hubby who would do anything for me.

You take good care lovie....
Never Give Up!

Hugs,
Claire.xx

[onthefly]

Oh no!!
I'm so sorry you got bad news.
Big hugs and definitely hope to see you here again very soon Scooby
I'm still holding out hope for you Claire. It must be so horrible having to wait even longer - I hope you have other things to occupy your mind as you wait.
All the best,

[scooby]

Clarebear: i'm so sorry the wait really is awful, it is somewhat a bit of relief today, the wait was doing my head in, i just wish i didnt have to go through the aftermath bit, i wish i could go in and come out an hour later and its done. My last miscarriage was really yucky and i'm dreading that part.
Any way my little darling will come to me when it is ready i guess.
Claire hang in there going up is good, there is still a chance, makesure you look after yourself and get lots of cuddles from DD and DH. And the same goes i'll be floating around in here for awhile and hopefully back in the TWW soon, so any time you need to talk, i really feel the pain of the waiting thing combined with those horrid prog things. but i will be sending you the best of vibes.
Take care
thanks everyone for the kind thoughts and words, it really has lightened the load, i ve stopped crying since ive been on line so that must be good right

[Clairebear]

Hi peeps,

I must say am feeling a bit better today,still sad and confused but coping.
Marcellus...thanks so much for your kind words.

Scooby....I have never had a MC so don't know what to expect but am not looking forward to it by the sound of things.I am so very sorry that you have to go through that again but am thrilled to here that you are not giving up and have a positive attitude about the future.IT WILL HAPPEN for you!

Having to keep up the damn pessaries for another 5 days is a total (and literal) pain in the ass,not to mention the $37 bucks it's costing a day!
I still feel sick and am so tired....a little part of me is holding out hope that it's not all over.I supposse it will take having the scan to let me move on.
i just wish it wasn't all over for us,not having any embroys left to try is very very depressing.

Hugs to all,
Claire

[scooby]

Claire i ve heared it lots but it really isnt over till its over. With my son i had my first scan and the DR told me to go home and wait to MC, i had hemmorages (excuse the spelling) and a really low heartbeat. I went home devasted and cried the whole weekend. i had to go for another scan on the monday to check ectopic etc, and there he was alive and kicking, hes now 4 Y.O. they were amazed and to be honest so was i. keep the faith my love you just never know. i really hope this happens for you i know its you last embie.Most important dont blame yourself i'm sure you DH and DD arent blaming you, i know its hard when i got my results i apologised to my husband for letting him down, why do we do that??

Well i'm still waitng to MC which is driving me nuts, i just want it over, i dont know how long it normally takes after you HCG drop, should have asked i guess.
Well take care all and i'm thinking of you Claire and sending lots of +ive energy your way.