Help!? HCG levels

[scooby]

Clarebear: i'm so sorry the wait really is awful, it is somewhat a bit of relief today, the wait was doing my head in, i just wish i didnt have to go through the aftermath bit, i wish i could go in and come out an hour later and its done. My last miscarriage was really yucky and i'm dreading that part.
Any way my little darling will come to me when it is ready i guess.
Claire hang in there going up is good, there is still a chance, makesure you look after yourself and get lots of cuddles from DD and DH. And the same goes i'll be floating around in here for awhile and hopefully back in the TWW soon, so any time you need to talk, i really feel the pain of the waiting thing combined with those horrid prog things. but i will be sending you the best of vibes.
Take care
thanks everyone for the kind thoughts and words, it really has lightened the load, i ve stopped crying since ive been on line so that must be good right

[Clairebear]

Hi peeps,

I must say am feeling a bit better today,still sad and confused but coping.
Marcellus...thanks so much for your kind words.

Scooby....I have never had a MC so don't know what to expect but am not looking forward to it by the sound of things.I am so very sorry that you have to go through that again but am thrilled to here that you are not giving up and have a positive attitude about the future.IT WILL HAPPEN for you!

Having to keep up the damn pessaries for another 5 days is a total (and literal) pain in the ass,not to mention the $37 bucks it's costing a day!
I still feel sick and am so tired....a little part of me is holding out hope that it's not all over.I supposse it will take having the scan to let me move on.
i just wish it wasn't all over for us,not having any embroys left to try is very very depressing.

Hugs to all,
Claire

[scooby]

Claire i ve heared it lots but it really isnt over till its over. With my son i had my first scan and the DR told me to go home and wait to MC, i had hemmorages (excuse the spelling) and a really low heartbeat. I went home devasted and cried the whole weekend. i had to go for another scan on the monday to check ectopic etc, and there he was alive and kicking, hes now 4 Y.O. they were amazed and to be honest so was i. keep the faith my love you just never know. i really hope this happens for you i know its you last embie.Most important dont blame yourself i'm sure you DH and DD arent blaming you, i know its hard when i got my results i apologised to my husband for letting him down, why do we do that??

Well i'm still waitng to MC which is driving me nuts, i just want it over, i dont know how long it normally takes after you HCG drop, should have asked i guess.
Well take care all and i'm thinking of you Claire and sending lots of +ive energy your way.