I need to have a bit of a grumble... and then I'm going to bed - EARLY!

I'm exhausted from work this week. And this is just the setting assessment phase - on Monday the marking begins and I'm so not looking forward to it!

Anyway... I had to do a GTT a couple of weeks ago and finally got to see my GP about the results yesterday. With my first one, my insulin at the 1 hour mark was something like 297, but with the latest one I only got to 220-ish. Still pretty horrendous when you realise that it's not supposed to get above 80!

So it's back to metformin for me. I don't know if many of you had metformin as part of AC, probably just the PCOS girls... But I'm sure if you've had it before you'd know why I'm worried. I took my first tablet tonight - after having pasta for dinner! Could be a rough night ahead!

At least if I end up having to take the day off work Sam's at daycare so I can relax in peace and quiet at home - and probably go mad cos I'm not used to being alone any more. Will be a rough night, too - DH will be at church until late so I'm doing dinner, bath and bed solo - and Sam's so set in his ways and there's certain things I have to do and other things that daddy has to do... ugh! I have confidence that we will manage. DH went out briefly last night and I had a bit of a meltdown and when Sam saw the tears he just snuggled up with me. He went from hyperactive psycho chicken to snuggling quietly in an instant because mummy was upset. He's such a sweet little boy - offers to share his dummy with us, and his bottles.

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