Lily Dust, I spend much of my time IRL tying to work out where I fit, it's an awful feeling! But this is the beauty of this thread, you don't have to apologize for the 'woe is me' posts because we all know all about them I sometimes feel the same - although we went through IVF we achieved our BFP on our first transfer, compared to so many people on here my LTTTC with AC journey was/is very short. But for us it was still long, hard and incredibly painful and trying so this is where I feel most comfortable talking about some things. I hope you find 'your place' xx

Hi to everyone else! I'm enjoying some quiet time while DS is sleeping in his own cot, a bit of a rarity these days. His sleeping is worse than ever, he sleeps in our bed most nights, and while theoretically I'd rather him sleep in our bed happily than have him cry in his own bed, I just don't sleep well with him next to me so I'm a little sleep deprived! And he's decided day sleeps are for little babies so this week I think he's had a couple of 15 min naps and that's about it. I know he's tired but he WILL NOT sleep. I'm clinging to the theory that babies who don't sleep are very intelligent, if so then DS is a genius

Anyway, hope everyone is going well and enjoying grand finals (or cheering that the footy is over for a few months!!)