Well slowly but surely working myself up into a quiet state of hysteria here ... go to the dr's today to get my travel papers all sorted, book my flight to the OB, and get lots of motion sickness pills to deal with the trip.
m/s is definately easing off ... and instead of making me really happy, that's just adding to the worry.
First "offical" dating/checking scan on the 20th, and instead of it being the most happy and exciting time, it just feels like I'm getting closer and closer to the day when they do the scan and the dream shatters.
I have absolutely no logical reason for this ... I've had the m/s, boobs are still heavy and sore, there's been no spotting or bleeding what-so-ever, no major cramps, darnit I've even got a little pot belly ... why can't I just settle down and believe that once in my sodding life things "might" just go our way???
Sorry ... I'll wander back to my padded room now ....
Last edited by diva-n-dan; August 15th, 2007 at 10:22 AM.
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