Aggggggghhhhhhhh this horrible yet miraculous saga continues. After surviving the last week,I started bleeding heavily again this afternoon. Pouring out for about 45mins and now eased to a trickle. The u/s clinic knows me well by now so was squeezed in not long ago. By some miracle, my two precious bubbas are doing fine. Both measuring exactly 8wks( which I am today) with HRs of 170 and 180ish. Not able to see any source of bleeding today which is amazing given how much was coming out but I am not complaining.
I guess i may have to accept that this is going to keep happening on about a weekly basis but worried that i am going to somehow "use up" all the luck these babies have had so far. Please hang in there little ones, please please!!! I am not sure my heart can take much more.
DH admitted to me yesterday that he is emotionally "worn out" by this whole baby journey and hence the common perception by me that he has little empathy..... he has literally run out of compassion. I can understand because I am well past being worn out too but makes it hard when we both need support right now that neither can provide.