Thankyou ladies so so much. Its amazing to have so many people all cheering our babies on. I am extremely grateful to you all for following my journey.
Touch wood, am doing ok past couple of days other than horrendous m/s which although is certainly a good sign, can't fool a "pro" like me into believing all is and wil be ok.
Had another very quick scan with FS today. both babies have good strong HBs. They did measure quite a few days behind even where they were 2 days ago but I am trying not to read to much into that given the u/s machine not nearly as good and don't think my FS prob as good at getting 'best" measurement compared to professional sonographer. Worried me a bit through today but my logical brain can't fathom that they would "shrink" in 2 days whilst still alive and hearts beating well ?
Hopefully no more scans until my first OB appt next week.