I continue to thank you all for the endless support... very much appreciated.
This week has been like standing on the edge of a cliff just wondering when the fall would happen
I have continued to bleed although NOTHING like the previous episodes. Just constant light bleeding/spotting
Had appt with OB yesterday and FS today....our remaining precious baby is now 9w 3d and doing fine.
Measuring spot on for dates and even wriggling around quite a bit today.
I am extenely relieved as our odds of getting through this are improving every day.
However, now that some of the worry has eased, at least temporarily, the sadness for what we have lost is creeping back. Can't help think how over the moon I would have been had there been 2 in there at today's appt - like we should have had. I know i am going to feel this yo-yo of emotions for awhile but I am tired, exhausted actually, and just don't know how i can keep pushing through all this.
I wish i could just be content with the true miracle we have been blessed to have hope for - and I am but that 7th baby added to my horrid tally of angels has just broken me.