Cheshire, how are you doing hun?

Thanks Me4Ever.

Greenslw. My DF says crap like that sometimes. Makes me so angry. Also have parents/inlaws who think they can tell of my child. Infuriating! You have much empathy from me!

Melstar - Hope you can settle in soon. Its impossible to relax when you are all over the place.


Feeling a bit better today. Saw 2 rainbows in the last 2 days. Which is pretty rare for me. Wondered if that was my bub saying hello. Dunno. But its a comforting thought.
Had a dream that I was bleeding and trying to tell my ex (we were in a relationship in the dream. Weird) that I was pregnant and it was his. And that I was bleeding. All very odd and confusing. There was also a lot of focus on some hand towels. Lol woke up feeling ok though and then had a spew. So feeling slightly reassured by that.