Clairesmummy - ah my love, i am so truly sorry to hear of the loss of your little angel... it is a cruel world that we live in and it makes no sense as to why this happened to you and your family. Please look after that beautiful heart of yours and let yourself cry all you need to. It is such a gut wrenching time, sadly we have all been in similar situations and can understand some of the emotions you are going through, please know we are all here for you as you work through your grief. Take care darlin xx