Mskara-sorry to hear your m/s has been really bad but great news on the NT.

AFM-you know that brave face i was telling you about well it is going to be even harder to keep it up we just found out my DH's step niece who is 17 unemployed and smokes lives at home and bludges off the government is pregnant and due 8 days before us the first thing that popped into my mind is what if our bub doesnt make it and i have to endure her pregnancy and birth just like i had to with my mole of a SIL who's baby was due 8 weeks after Abbi was due that was toture hearing all about it and the invites to the baby shower ect i cant do that again why do the undeserving people get pregnant and pop out healthy babies.