Oh Ferrals, i feel like having such a huge cry for you! Its just not meant to be like this at all. And i know what you are holding this little one and he/she is perfect it WILL all be worth it but boy.....you could sure do with a break me thinks!

Are you going to find out what it is??

They didnt pick anything up at the 12week scan did they? I cant remember if we saw toes and fingers but the rest looked so clear... Thats good news then, isnt it??

How are the people around you coping??