A shock is the understatement of the year!! They run in my family, but I never thought it would happen to me!! It is slowly sinking in, but still very overwhelming at the same time. Especially given my situation (as with yours). My hubby was in the 'Big A' for 5 months prior to Nina being born, and I certainly do NOT want him to go back there.

Let me know if there's anything else I can help you with! Like I said, feel free to use my email addy.

Julesy