Hi Blakesmummy, i know what you mean, i think i will be like that cos i prefer to be by my own rather having to deal with ppl around you to tell you do this or not, or are you okay!!!! the millions questions that kill you. And my families and hubby families are not in Australia, and that doesn't scared me to be alone but just relieve rather than having them around to tell me this & that..

I am stressing i think because its the Unknown for now !!!
I don't know what is happening to my body, as you said Tannis, I'll try not to think if the baby is eating well or under-weight or not.
And just be confident that my body knows what it needs, but still as i don't have the appetite and as some says my body will know what is missing or needed, but i don't have any cravings nothing.

The Obstetrician is not a big help all he says is: Each woman is different!!! and not really giving advise the only good reason i stayed with him is that he is funny and for the delivery i know i will be at my ease and comfortable.

I am a control freak when the baby will be here, i love organising, and i saw my eldest sis how she organised the days with her 2 babies. So when it will be here, it will be fun and anxious but still a new adventure.

I mean i had the same reaction with my dog, before we had him we went to visit him since he was born till he came home, and soon after i saw him, i look for all reasons not to have him with us, i panicked, saying ohhhh we won't be able to travel, ohhh he is too big, he will be a big expense! I think i am doing the same thing with the baby. we had the dog first and as he survive i thought i was ready for a baby!!! LOL
I said the same things when i knew i was pregnant at first, saying ohhh my life is finish, it will be expensive i am not ready. so perharps all these doubts will go away once the baby will be here.