Hi Emz Im so sorry to hear about your news this will be the hardest decision you ever make in you life. But can I just point out one thing my Aunty when she was pregnant with her 1st was told her baby had downs from the screening tests she had the needle thing and they were still worried about it anyway he is 7 now and doesn't have a thing wrong with him just has a bigger than normal head is all which is has almost grown into now anyway. They can't be 100% sure with this. But from someone who has given up a baby before it is so hard and my baby was only 11 weeks so this would be even harder I cry all the time thinking about it my baby would have been 2 in september this year!