Hey everybody,
I have just returned from having my 20 week scan and all is well and bub is growing well and everything seems in the right place. I am assuming that I am having another girl due to the sonographer telling me that while she was checking out my bubba she quote "failed to see any boy parts". My biggest problem is that my brother and his wife just had to terminate a pregnancy at 13 weeks due to a massive cystic hygroma after concieving on their first attempt at IVF. I feel so guilty that I have been able to produce 2 and a half beautifully perfect babies without any trouble at all. I feel that I am being robbed of my right to happiness due to them being so glum about their situation. I understand that it would be horrible to go through, dont get me wrong, it just seems that since we found out about their baby that it has put a dampener on my baby even with my mother who somehow seemed more excited about their baby than mine to the extent that she hand stitched monograms onto sheets for their baby and I got nothing... oh wait she told me "you already have cot sheets". Sorry about the vent, I just feel blurgh...

Nicole