Hi Nicole ,

I'm glad your scan went well

It's horrible when you feel robbed of happiness , the day i rang to tell everyone i was expecting a few months ago,I got a very distressed call from my closest friend saying her partner had committed suicide. Although i was shocked and sad for the first few weeks i feel robbed as it's now my time to be happy but my friend is still mourning .

I am very happy now for the most part but am just aware of my friends feelings when i am around her.

Try not to worry about the sheet situation , although it seems harsh , i'm sure things may change when your beautiful baby is born ...