alleykat, trust me i know the feeling. At the moment i am going between feeling great i made my choice and being nice and relaxed to absolutely scared out of my wits about having a little bub to look after. For me it will be huge lifestyle change as i all i have been doing (well maybe not all )is studying and working. So now i'll have to give up my study for a year and go back to work after 3 months when this little treasure arrives. The i'm sure i'll be asking for advice to deal with the guilt of leaving bub to go back to work.. All in the future so i'm takng one step at a time. The advice and support here is lovely - here is can say i let go of the brave face and admit that i am terrified & excited. But let me say no-one tells you how sore your groin gets and how tired you get!!!