Samm,

Hoping life is being kind to you. We seem to cut this guy a lot of slack. Is he worthy of it? Just thinking out loud!
Wait til you hold your bub in your arms and all the hastle will just melt away. I have not one single regret about having my DD. It is 99.9% fantastic. Happy to answer any questions you may have. Feel free to Pm me.
Take Care.