how can fathers be so heartless?

[Footsteps]

hows everything going now hun??
hugs to you and the little man...he will see it himself one day.
xox

[widdly]

thanks for checking up on me hun x

things are okay, I still have some pretty emotional times though of course. XH is over in New Zealand living it up atm. Apparently he is coming to have DS for "as long as he can" next week. He knows he can have DS whenever he likes, but he likes to make other people think that he isnt able to see DS much. Im over his little games trying to get people on his side.

Other than that, I am loving life and loving making my own decisions and stuff. I just hope he really does make an effort to spend time with DS.