cmama, i often wonder the same thing hun..
especially when you do as a mother, pour your heart and soul into your child, i feel like im in a total battle with myself at times at trying to be more than i can possibly be because of the fact my beautiful dd has a dad who i know loves her with his heart is just to irresponsible to immature to scared to even help out let alone turn up once a week to visit her, who know has told us hes moving away to brisbane... id be stuffed if i ever understand.. all i know is i will try and try to give grace the best possible life i just hope that one day i will realise its enough.

I watched last nite the movie 'Anywhere but here' (really recommend it)with natalie portman and susan sarandon its not a new ish movie but it was so beautiful about a single mum and her teenage daughter and it just shows the struggles and joys of life and the acceptance of life as it is

it did make me wonder will dd grow to resent me because i couldnt be enough for her... im probably totally off track with the subject so ill stop now.

i just want to let you know you are a beautiful mummy and your doing everything you possibly can for ur daughter.. put your mind to rest abit and enjoy the beautiful magical moments with her and enjoy it xx