Oh Neen, I am sorry that you are going through this

I can even understand why you don't want to go on with everything you have been going through....

But the reality is that you have a beautiful little girl and another on the way and these are the things you need to be focusing on, to keep you putting one foot in front of the other. As Lulu said is there a mother and baby unit you can stay at? or a refuge? can DOCS equivalent offer any assitance? see the local salvo army people and ask them all if they know of any other organisation who might be able to help you.