Honey, you are not alone.

Do you see a Maternal Child and Health nurse? Maybe you can make an emergency appointment, and they can direct you somewhere that can give you some much needed support, even your gp can help.

Everyone, including yourself and your children deserve to live a safe and happy life.
Please, please, please, please seek out some help, you deserve it and your daughter deserves it too. You are worth so so much more than this.