Hey hun. It can be really really tough. I went through a rollercoaster of stuff with Ashtons father, in the end I moved on and he has visits with Ashton every 2nd weekend. It did take a lot to get to where we are now, Ashton is almost 1 and he's not seen him very much.

One thing I did know was that I loved the little baby inside me, and no matter what I was going to cherish him.

There were days when I cried non stop and others where I was so so angry at him for what he had done, leaving me with a baby to raise on my own but you do get past it all and learn to cope on your own.

Just so you know, Ashtons father left when I was 4 months pregnant, and I didn't hear from him until Ashton was almost 4 months old. So it was a fair while. And since then he has been in and out of his life, sometimes being nice and other times just being a down right jerk, but i've learnt to let it all go and keep moving forward.