I dont know. I think it just takes time to process.

I think I want a girl this time, because I get upset about baby boys. On the other hand, I'd love to have the opportunity to raise a live healthy boy and I'd be sad if we never had another son. Mostly, I just want a healthy, take home baby.

I dont know if you're getting counselling but if you are maybe bring it up there. It might also help you to adjust to find out the sex as early as you can so you get used to it before baby arrives.