I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful Clara, no words can take away the pain you feel....I wish it could...

Give your friends time, they probably think you may need your space and they may not know what to say to you, some of our friends were the same when we lost our son Riley.
The numb feeling will gradually ease but i don't think it completely goes, i think you learn to live with it.
You will know in your heart when the time comes to try again.
I hope i have made sense, I don't tend to write well.

Be kind to yourself, Fly free little one and watch over your beautiful mummy.