yes i do think i could be, well i think is the key word....when i sed the blood i am losing is heavier i meant heavier then the little streaks of blood i was getting a few days after i was supose to get my periods....its not heavier thn when i use to get my periods when i was on the pill....i only think i am pregnant because of the symptoms and because i had unprotected sex 3 days ina row after being off the pill....and i have been so hungry since...and i only just seemed to get full..after a port chop and vegies..a double cheeseburger...and then potato chips and smileys lol. i usually woda gt full afta da chops. and i have been feeling bloated, like in the mornings i usually wake p and my tummy looks heaps skinny and feels skinny but dis morning it ws heaps bloated....nd i been gttin lil stomache cramps nd other symptoms....ah i cnt wait to jus tke this pregnance test on monday....
i aven't told anyone this yet but i'm so scared, today i cried at school because i'm so scared to lose my boyfriend over this and i feel like im the only one around me that doesnt think this baby is some sort of demon! i have secretly been fantasising over a baby...yer i know at the age of 15 (nearly 16)!! crazy hey. and u know i think i wood love it and wouldnt actually think having a baby is that bad if my boyfriend didnt think and act like it was the end of the world
i think i would be a wonderful moher and sometimes think that thats what im meant to do, not go through all this stress of school...trying to get into unversity...its so stressful.....
i dnt understand why i am bleeding atm...why why why lol. i wish i cood go to adoctor but when??? how?? does it cost money???

omgand u know what i just found out..that my boyfriend told me.....that this girl tash who ive met through their family and shes pregnant well...it could be his!! coz they were both drunk at a party ages ago and yer..u gt da picture.....he nt sure if it is but yer!! i dont know what to do. like omg what if it is, will things change between us..gosh dis is too much for me lol. if anyone cood help...soz if the message is too long....

ash
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ahh im so confused...